THE GIRL

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 04:11:41 GMT

THE DRAMA IS OVER! finnalllyyy i think it is. im pretty sure omg. that was sooo loong. i still hate the cod but w/e. ITS OVER. me mary and cav are biffs again

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 00:30:35 GMT

It's not just blood that runs thicker than water for you. You seem to stand by your man, woman, family, friends, pets, sports teams, and anything else that needs standing by, seemingly almost without hesitation. That kind of steadfastness is a rare quality in this world -- have you thought about running for office some day? In all honesty, loyalty to others isn't always rewarded in this world. But a lot of times it is -- and when you do get taken advantage of, the knowledge that you stood by your principles and did the loyal thing might provide some comfort.

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take the loyalty test^

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:32:49 GMT

this rly sucks i have nothing to do soo im updating again all my friends are out with their new biffer ashleigh leyden and no one can understand y im mad no one understands me at all. i care about everyone soooooo much and no one seems to rly care about me. did anyone ever stop to think about how i might feel about everyone going out except me and wen i ask them they will say well ashleigh was going and u dont like her so we didnt invite you. and that will piss me off bc now mary and ashleigh and cav are like inseparable and i havent seen thm at alll this week cud they leave a little time for me? no. because everyone hates me and cudnt care less if i killed myself right now. im being replaced and wut ever i do or say no one takes seriously bc they say i make everything into such abig fuckign deal. i wish they wud just be me for a day. i wish i cud find someone that completely understood me.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:12:01 GMT

im being excluded form my friends plans and i feel like total shit, im so alone. i wish carrie and sarah were here soooo bad i miss them so much.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 18:57:51 GMT

so today me and sammy woke up and had toast and tea and beth tried to make me eggs but it didnt rly worrk. So then shan and sham playted DDR and thennnn we did Ouija and i havent doen it in ages and my sister (mogs) said that last night her and her friend did the ouija and there were 5 spirits in her room and one wanted to kill her bc she wasnt paying attention. so we did it, and there were 5 spirits again and they all hav stories liek they were hung or drowned and im gonna marry a guy called tom and hav 2 kids called madison and tomas, and supposably i am bi and me and sarah r gonna go out. and i just heard a scream so i went to investigate and it called beth a whore bc she has a kid. ahahha. sooo. AND THEY R GOOD SPIRITS AND WE ASKED THEM TO SHOW US A SIGN AND (sry caps) and they said they were gonna put gas and fog in the room and for us to go out and come back in 2 mins and we did and therer was no gas and we asked if it would drop a bag and it asked us to go out and it didnt do nething. sooo idk we're gonna try to do it later. and morgan has a guardian angel called steph and it watches her in the bathroom. lmao. andshannon has 2 spirits in her room and i have none!!!! i am sooooo happy. and wen we asked it y it wouldnt do a sign it said bc we werent scared. and it knew allll this shit about our family but nothing about beth and sammy's it knew wut my uncle died of in england last year. and i asked hoo was the girl hoo came over out house a lot and has stitches in her hanbd and they spelt out jenna! omg scary. soo ouija party at my house tonite.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 03:49:24 GMT

starting time - 11:06pm
[ .001. ] first name: Ashleigh
[ .002. ] middle name: Sian
[ .003. ] last name:Togher
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Ash, Ashlerrr, Asherrr, Tougher, topher
[ .005. ] gender: Female
[ .006. ] age: 14
[ .007. ] birthday: october 3 1989
[ .008. ] height: 5 8 i think
[ .009. ] hair color: Brown
[ .010. ] eye color: browm
[ .011. ] race: whittee
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nopers
[ .013. ] do you have braces: nope
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: uhh medium?
[ .015. ] where were you born: watford, hertfordshire
[ .016. ] current location: USR
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Libra
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english, err french?
[ .019. ] nationality: mostly english a little irish a little scottish
[ .020. ] bad habits: burping, uhh laughing wen im supposed ot be serious, getting pissed easily, hating ppl for no reason
[ .021. ] piercings you have: two holes on each ear and my cartilidge
[ .022. ] piercings you want: belly button and nose
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: None
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: fairy on back, star on forearm, white lily on foot
[ .025. ] today's date: 0802
[ .026. ] the time: 11:14
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: gahh not rly

: Family :
[ .028. ] mother's name: zoe
[ .029. ] father's name: sean
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: nooone
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): None
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): morgan and shannon
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: jackie or lyn idk
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: paul
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: nanny pat
[ .036. ] worst relative: i dont think there is
[ .037. ] best relative: idk my moms whole side
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: not much my mom i dont get along with
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: probably not

: Pets :
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: EBBER SCHNEBBEBRR
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Dog

: School :
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Well it's summer, but yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: No
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: I don't know
[ .046. ] favorite grade: now
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: seventh
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: mr gardner or mr saxon
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: boyer god damnit
[ .050. ] favorite subject: ENGLISH/SOCIAL STUDIES
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: sci
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bring it bitch!
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: Yes
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: ID ONT KNO IM NOT CONCIETED
[ .056. ] favorite dance: moshing
[ .057. ] favorite memory: with my friends idk
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: the robot
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: sep 11
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: tripping constantly

. : Favorites :
[ .061. ] number: 14
[ .062. ] clothing brand: not sure
[ .063. ] shoes: vans and converse
[ .064. ] saying: wen i faint at the end of a marathon i hope im going downhill so i can roll across the finish line
[ .065. ] tv show: Degrassi, RFR, ET, o'grady, fairly odd parents,
[ .066. ] sport: basketball, bowling
[ .067. ] vegetable: brocolli
[ .068. ] fruit: pineapple, grapes, and apples
[ .069. ] movie: empire records, thirteen, elphant, forrest gump, and a looot more
[ .070. ] magazine: ym
[ .071. ] actor: JAKE GYLLENHAAL
[ .072. ] actress: evan rachel wood
[ .073. ] candy: reeses pb cupe, all english candy etc
[ .074. ] gum: juicy fruit
[ .075. ] scent: ralph
[ .076. ] candy bar: aero
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate
[ .078. ] color: yellow
[ .079. ] season: summa
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas
[ .081. ] band: too many
[ .082. ] singer: X TINA
[ .083. ] group: a lot
[ .084. ] rapper: jay z and outkast
[ .085. ] type of music: Rock..m ostly
[ .086. ] thing in your room: FOM
[ .087. ] place to be: with my friends
[ .088. ] radio station: 92.3
[ .089. ] tv channel: noggin
[ .090. ] junk food: skittles???
[ .091. ] overall food: stuffed crust pizza
[ .092. ] store: urban outfitters, pacsun, hollister, hottopic...
[ .093. ] shoe brand: I ALREDI TOLD U
[ .094. ] fast food: Wendys
[ .095. ] restaurant: sakio japan
[ .096. ] shape: Star
[ .097. ] time of day: Night
[ .098. ] country: england
[ .099. ] state: ny
[ .100. ] boys name: connor, shane, Adrian
[ .101. ] girls name: lily, willow, brooke, blair, madison
[ .102. ] mall: garden state
[ .103. ] video game: driv3r
[ .104. ] shampoo: garnier
[ .105. ] board game: scattagories
[ .106. ] computer game: no idea
[ .107. ] car: mini converitble
[ .108. ] music video: jay z dirrt of ya shoulda
[ .109. ] swear word: FUCK
[ .110. ] word: all my made up words
[ .111. ] month: I don't know
[ .112. ] cartoon character: cosmo
[ .113. ] scary movie: sixth sense, THE HOLE
[ .114. ] team: man u
[ .115. ] possession: LOVE

: What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .116. ] eminem: bling
[ .117. ] dog: mouse
[ .118. ] hot: dog
[ .119. ] britney spears: face
[ .120. ] nsync: cheesy
[ .121. ] real world: polite
[ .122. ] orange: juice
[ .123. ] choice: pro
[ .124. ] fuck: teeth
[ .125. ] bisexual: jenna
[ .126. ] black: White
[ .127. ] icq: what?
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: afros?
[ .129. ] linkin park: scream
[ .130. ] jack: nickelson
[ .131. ] rainbow: sprinkles
[ .132. ] cherry: coke
[ .133. ] cucumber: melon
[ .134. ] shark: bite
[ .135. ] lifehouse: the ring
[ .136. ] bat: cards
[ .137. ] leather: whip
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[ .138. ] whip: white
[ .139. ] america: land
[ .140. ] water: me
[ .141. ] volcano: face

: This or that :
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: R&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: Pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Neither
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: i larrve both
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Basketball
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: Rollerblading uhhh or skating, idk i fall a lot
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: Orange
[ .171. ] yellow or green: yellow
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Neither
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Both <333
[ .175. ] inside or outside: Outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: None
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: depends on my mood
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff Girls
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: charzarddd
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Neither
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: both
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk?
[ .185. ] slut or whore: slut hahahha

: Private life :
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: dont think so
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i love everyone
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: No
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: 2
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: dan
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: i dont think theres any
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: uhh one i think maybe 2
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: you cant help larve darlin'
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: dont have one i dont think
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: No thanks
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Yes
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: no
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: like kiss kiss or kiss, cuz ive kissed all my friends bout not kissed kissed
] are you still friends: def
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: No
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: No
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: No
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: yum
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: No
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: No
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: beer
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I don't
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Yes
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: omg

: Would you ever :
[ .215. ] bungee jump: Yes
[ .216. ] sky dive: Yes
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: done tharrt
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Yes
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: Yes
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: okay
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no wayyy
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: No
[ .223. ] cross-dress: for money
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Yes
[ .225. ] run from the police: sure y's that bad?
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: DONE THARRRT
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: hot?
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: how degrading
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: if they were mean
[ .230. ] streak: deffff

: Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend(s): sammy, jenna, carrie, sarah, mary, cav, matt, alan, ben, tim, john, john, lizz, dan, laura, christine, christie, mark, kris, aram, shaant, erin, jess, melisserr, kristin, joe, and other ppl sry if i missed you just tell merrr.
[ .232. ] known longest: jenna
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: tim
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: lizz
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: I don't know
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: prob jenna ahhahahha
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: uhh a lot of them
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: No
[ .240. ] loudest: me
[ .241. ] shyest: cav??
[ .242. ] best hair: carrie
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: jenna and sammy and sarah
[ .244. ] best eyes: carrie
[ .245. ] best body: carrie
[ .246. ] most athletic: erin
[ .247. ] sex symbol: CARRIE
[ .248. ] hot tempered: ME??
[ .249. ] most impatient: me
[ .250. ] shortest: JENNA?
[ .251. ] tallest: matts taller than me
[ .252. ] talented: all
[ .253. ] best singer: idk
[ .254. ] skinniest: erin
[ .255. ] nicest: erin
[ .256. ] best personality: All
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: mark

: Have you ever :
[ .258. ] flashed someone: No
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Yes
[ .260. ] been to michigan: No
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: No
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: No
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yeahhh
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: yeaaaa
[ .265. ] stolen anything: NO id have seriious guilt
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yea
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: prob
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: No
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: No
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: KISSKISS? or kiss? cuz ive kissed but not KISSED KISSED kay?
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yayaaa
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yes, NSYNC BITCH!
[ .276. ] been to another country: Yes
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: hell ya
[ .278. ] got pulled over: No
[ .279. ] go in a car accident: No
[ .280. ] broke a law: yea
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Yes
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Yes
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: No( I wish) heehee
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nooo
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: alwayyyyys

: Opinions :
what do you think...
[ .287. ] about pop music: pisses me off most of the time
[ .288. ] about boy bands: die
[ .289. ] about flag burning: wuss that?
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: i dont think war is neccessary-talk it out
[ .291. ] about suicide: its bad?? come see me im a shrink
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: Can't stop them
[ .293. ] about abortion: its rly rly hard to decide youi dont know unless your in the situation
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: GREAAAT
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years?: A SHRINK
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Everyone I hope

: What did you do :
[ .297. ] last birthday: school of rock!
[ .298. ] yesterday: sammy and matt and alan
[ .299. ] last weekend: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[ .300. ] christmas: made gingerbread houses with acrrie and played int eh rain with martian suits
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: ate chinese food
[ .302. ] new year's eve: ex friends house
[ .303. ] halloween: sahitty time- jenna ditched me for dominique
[ .304. ] easter: egg hunt with jenna!
[ .305. ] valentine's day: Had school, no valentine

: the last :
[ .306. ] thing you ate: TOOAST
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: dans quiksilver shirt and striped pj's
[ .309. ] place you went: matt's house
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: cartilige
[ .311. ] person you saw: sammy
[ .312. ] person you kissed: jegard?? uhh i fgt his name kinda
[ .313. ] person you fucked: myself hahahaha
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Online: lizz, sarah, mary, dan, kris
[ .315. ] song you heard: DDR songs hahaha
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Water
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: Look at number 308
[ .319. ] any shoes on: no
[ .320. ] hair: low pony
[ .321. ] listening to: my sister talk
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: Yes
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: sorta

: Yes or no :
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: No
[ .325. ] do you like cows: maybe
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: I can be
[ .327. ] are you artistic: yea
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: Yes
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: no hahaha
[ .330. ] can you ski: Yes
[ .331. ] are you british: yesss
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: No
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: No wtf??
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: OMG yess
[ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs: COOL
[.336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: totally
[ .337. ] are you straight: Yes
[ .338. ] are you ?: ??!??!?!##$$%^%
[ .339. ] are you short: No
[ .340. ] are you tall: yes
[ .341. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yeash
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: No
[ .346. ] are you evil: no
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Yes
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: No
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: No
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: ur crazy
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: No
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: No
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: wtff???
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: yeah

Random questions :
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: a polar bear or dolphin
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: toast!
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yeah a lot
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color always
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: Yes
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: i dont think so??
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: being alone
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: yeaaay
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: mmhmm
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: NOO
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: I DONT LIKE GRAPE FLAVORED STUFF
[ .366. ] can you drive: No
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: A tad, maybe
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: no
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: I guess?
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: No
[ .371. ] any last words: vote kerry
Time Finished -12 05 the next day

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 00:06:52 GMT

YAYA to today got in a fight with mary and i think that mary and cav ARE kind of betraying me bc they love ashleigh the enemy and so i chilled with matt and alan in allendale. and there we went to mcdonalds and we saw them thru the wondow and i screamed like deaaattthhh. and so ashleigh stood there so i gav her a fuck you sign and then she ran away! oh lalalallal. twas great and then we went to JOE'S HOUSE and they talked aboot these old shows whcih i didnt know and it was a bad convo bc i didnt rly talk bc i had no idea wut they were sayng. adn he gav me back my shirt whcih i sweated a lot inb but it didnt smellllllll bc i am a magic fairy and joes very cute. and thats coool. and then we went to matt's house and i flipped out cuz i cudnt get hold of my NEW NANNNNNNNNYYYYYY. but then she picked me up and everything was coool. and now i was sammy to sleep over bcx she ruuuuuuuules. OHH MY FRIENDS ARE large cock suckers at this moment except for carrie<33 hoo i miss so dearly and shammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!heeee.

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 23:12:31 GMT

omg i havent updated in FO'EVAA. but i am now, soooo ENGLAND! was great i thought it wud suckkk but it didnt it was awesome. and i saw my crazy grandma hoo lives inna home and it was rly creepy and i thought she might have terets cuz she as always like THAT BITCH IS HITTING ME!but that was one time, i hav no idea. soooo i came bak annnndddd i went to see dan and i had alredi thought i didnt like him but i saw him and there was no chemistry and sooo yeaahhh. and i had told ashleigh while i was in england that i wasnt sure iffi liekd him ne mor and she told him! and the day after i saw him me and mary n cav went to the mall and i came home and he broke up with me and i was uber pissed. i crieeeddd. but at the same time i wanted to have a fit and throw shit against the wall. i didnt want to be the dumpee. and i flipped out at ashleigh. but i think me and dan are friends again? im not sure if im cool with ashleigh yet. soo the day after he broke up with me i went to HONK! AND it was great everyone was awesome and i saw ppl i hadnt seen ibn like a month like MATT MA BIFF and wen he saw me he picked me up and twirled me around and it was great and uber fun. and SARAH<33 MA BIFFERRR and i met joe kileys friend and we made out inna classroom at broookside. hahaha it was furrn.but then he started to piss me off. wut ev. and i saw BEN! AND TIM! and briana! and joe is my new BIFF. he has my shirt and i need it back....and yeah i might go see napolean dynamite with mary tonight!!!ive wanted to see that fo ages.

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 14:56:26 GMT

im sorry im rude i have three really great best friends. and theyre all amazing and im sorry im rly stupid and rude. and im sorry i take everything to heart. im rly gay and everything offends me. so yeah.

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 04:25:34 GMT

tonight i went to ridgewood with my boyfriend and my best friend. dan and sarah. we went to starbucks and saw spider man 2 and it was sooog ood but we missed some cuz we went out with melisserrr to meet her um maybe sort of boyf DANNY ERRRR wut canni say. i dint know about him, ans hes tall and on the way bac in i went into a garbage and tipped it over and i stubbed my toe and made a lot of noise and it was rly funny and great and painful. and DAN WAS WITH ME ANDHE MADE IT ALL BETTRE. err sry caps and sarah the whole time was alll kiss him on the cheek and i was all noo ish ans then we did pass ont eh kiss and danny kissed meliss on the cheek she kissed sarah sarah kissed me and i kissed dan then it went back and me and dan held hands and it was soo cool. and after movie we went to lennys and he wudnt giv us pizza then he did! and it was rly good and he said i was cute and i was all eww and dan was all hey shes ma gf. and there was a ring machine! and sarah got one for aram and i got one for dan and he got one for me and they are soo fake and funny and great. and sarah is craazzzy. she talks to everyone and we hurrd that this duude ian killed himself. errrrrrrr thats sad. i didnt kno the kid tho. er. well i wont see y'all for three weeeeeeeks soo BYE! and i hav been playing smoke on water and californiacation on my child size out of tune guitar fir like an hr. gahh.

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 04:58:08 GMT

so wow i havent updated in a while mannn. so life right now, uhh DAN amazzing hes soo cool and great and yupp its going rly good. my friends are rly pissing me off, my best friend is obsessive about her gf, and my other doesnt sem to care at all. sarah is my best friend. shes amazing i love her to deathh. and matt is my best duude friend. and i am pissed cuz the vanlentens had an aweosme party but i had to go and see gay hairspray which was ok but i wud hav rather been with my friends having a cake fight god damnit! and i hav a mosquito bite on my neck and it itches! and i got coool hippie jewelry from this store in the city. i have a yellow polka dotted bracelt and a blue and white polko dotted ring. so cool. reminds me of my best friend hoo doesnt seem to care. its summer. and things are confusing. and im being random. and i feel crappy. i wanna talk to dan.

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 13:11:57 GMT

omfgg last night was soo amzaaazzzzing. wen i got home it was pretty shitty my mom was yellin g and everyone hated me and no body cared and i was rly sad and emo. thennnn jenna came and we got ready for the graduation dance. and i took like an hour to straighten my hair. then we went to the dance and we chilled with anna,melisserrr,sammy, kristin, kris, and DAN! and it was sooo cool. and sometimes i danced, only to good songs. and me and anna were kris's bitched cuz it was his birthday and omg hes the cockiesttt person i know. anddddd i was talkin with dan alone and all our friends kept on coming up and it was funny. and he said that he reallly like me :)))))) but he was goin to switzerland for three weeks on july 6. and iiii was goin to england on july 4 for three weeks. so we wud be together for 2 weeks and apart for three weeks if he asked me out then. soooo he thought and i left him alone and then later i asked him if he had thought about it yet and he said yes will u go out wiht me. and i said yes and YAYYYYYYYYYY and it was aweosme!!!!!!!!! and hes amazing and everythings amaaazzzinnnngggg. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAAAAAAAAAN<3333

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 19:34:17 GMT

yesterday. niiiiiiiiice. well sort of. jenna slept over and pissed me off cuz she was on the fone wiht alyssa the whole time. mary came over!!!!!!! and shes awesome and i saw her w/o her braces on and i went"YOUR FACE!!!!!!!" and it defined awesomeness. AND OMG jenna i had ehr shirt on and she hit me really hard on my bak wen i was going to take it off and says i suck. BUTT it was cool and victoria nadler was there and shes off tha it hurt soo fucking bad so i cried to make ehr feel bad,but it didnt work. THENNNNN we went to dans instead of mcdonalds, and it was amazing and jenna and antonio got made at me and dan bc they say we were flirting like crazzy. wutev. antonio taught me californiacation on guitar and ummm smoke on water??? and i kick assssssssss!!!!!!!! no actually everyone heezayy. and pool we went in the pooool and yeah jenna was soo pissed at me, and i dont get y, i mean they broke up duude. hmmm welll dan is the most awesome guy everrrr hes amazing and omg hottt and funny and nice to everyone, hes like perfect. so yeah and toodaayyy antonio wouldnt stop telling me that we were all over each other. and he told me that dan likes me...but idk, antonio's weird.and i hate ms morannn. and we had the kick ass sub in boyer today and shes like im not gonna make u do this stupid work so just chill, and shes great. and yeah in like i hr and 28 min sim going to see the BATTLE OF THE BANDs. oh yesssss. oh yess.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 03:11:45 GMT

okay so please answer these.. umm thankyou
i love you
remember that
ashleigh togher loves you
ok do it now...

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 17:43:48 GMT

wow yesterday was cool. me and jenna and christie went to ridgewood and we we were 20 mins late for the stepford wives and the dude said that he wouldnt sell us the tickets and we were ;ike ok 7 30 pleez, but then an old woman asked the other guy for the showing for the stepford wives now and he gave her the tickets!!! and christie was pissed and she cut the line and asked y he didnt give ehr them and he was like "be quiet u r being extremely rude!!!" and shes like no u r and she follows him from speaker thing to another one and argues wiht him and he turns off her mic and then he asks her to step outside and thenn he comes out and says that if she comes in to the theatre again tonight the police will arrest her ans me and jennaare pissing in our pants and christie gets this old chinese woman to give the asshole a note that asks y they werent allowed to see the movie. and she gives it to him and we go into the theatre one more time like 5 mins later and the not asshole tells aus that we can see the movie if we want and i tell him that the other dude is an asshole and he hit on jenna b4 and gave her freee drinks and popcorn and thats jailbateand hes like yeah hes an asshole so we watch it and bett midler kicks ass, and i met alyssa and kelsey and i think they are really nice and i pissed in ridgewood park when everyone was there it was awesome, and i carried my dad in my bag, and i slept over jennas and watched the shining and it sucked.annnddd omg i saw jillina and anna in ridgewoood and i told them they were whores whcih they are and i told jillian she was liek the hot peurtorican in thirteen except shes not hot and shes not peurtorican and i saw EDDIE!! and he saked me for a dollar and im like y so u can buy pot?it was cooool

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 20:30:55 GMT

hahhaha im sorry i updated twice im rly impatient so i ckicked the button like 982657625 times and now there's 2!! ehehhee wow my hair smells like carrie!!!

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 20:28:09 GMT

oh so today we had field day and i was on the white team and yeah we won everything except for the dogdeball and tug-of-war (thanks matt) and yeah it was soo hot and jillian brought me a caramel frapp wchich was awesome and i got rly burnt on my bak an chest and shoulders and i didnt even want to go to field day but i wasnt allowed to go over jenna's cuz her mom was being all schmucky and shes grounded for not liking her meal. and soo i didnt rly participate and i got in fights wiht the macho sporty guys and i made dandelion tiara's like sarah made for me and the flower children!! soo now im hot and burnt and i want to go to a pool but kristin is grounded and jqk;hr 2u45

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 20:28:09 GMT

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 21:25:59 GMT

today went slowww and we had gym and omfggg i hate ms WEILL damnit shes such a bitch to me and jenna, she picks on us and tells us that if we hav our bracelts on again she'll cut them off. and i gave her the evil eye and she made fun of me and i was wearing annies shirt which is too small for me and she was yelling at meeeeeee. hate her. ne hooo its raining whihc means no carnival but itsnot like i cud go ne way my mom says they are the most unsafe places on earth. shes making me livein a freaking bubble. i told ehr that last nite at dinner wiht the family and i totally flipped out it was fun. and ne wayy im gonna go to the carnival ne wayyy i dont care ne mor if she gets mad cuz she gets mad no matter wut i do sooo fuck it. ooooh today i hva my period which i get every two weeks for a weeek and it fucking sucks. and i leaked today and i was freezing. and crap there's a lot going on. bus;grfsurbf. whatever. i <3 ******

Mon, 31 May 2004 22:05:14 GMT

so duuuuude !! i havent updated in ages!! but not my fault see, cuz my computer was screwed soo i cudnt and wow soo this weekend fridayyy. carrie slept over we watched GOTHIKA which wasnt scary but i thought i wud shit in my pants but i didnt but it was good and we had gummi worms. and THENNN in the mornbing we went to sammys and like everyone was there and it was funn EXCEPT wen cavv stepped on my toe and i cudnt walk and i hav a big bruise on my toe and i told the ppl hoo worked there my toe hurt and they gav me water to drink and the dude was sketchy and thenn i went home wiht caroline and i went to kristens and it was fun in the sun at her poool. and i was invinsible for a while cuz no one cud get me in the pool and ozan tried and he cut my elbow and it hurt. the douche. but soo i eventually went in the poool wiht out ne one pushing me in. aand the funniest thing! we were having a bbq and cav and sarah tell me to get them food and ill get a prize! soo i had EVERYTHING and i was soo happy cuz i was gonna make everyone happy and i weas smiling then wen i was carrying it i fell on a wooden thang and i fell and the food went flying and i hurt my bad toe and i was rolling ont he florr in pain for like a long time and everyone was hyserically lafing and i was too but sarah was like "you loose ashleigh, and ure gonna be punished" and i was almost crying and she felt soo bad and she made me a dandelion tiara and it was beautiful and me cav sarah and christie were flower children and one wiht nature and i chased rabbits and then we were rly happi then i went to a thai restaurant wiht jenner and we sat by ourselves and jenna ate chicken !!! AHHHHHHHHH but it was amaazzzing and i was like high off chlorine and my hair was blue and i made a song aboot betty and the kids. and it was cool and then i slept over her house and we wnet to sarahs where we went on her trampoline wiht the freezing hose water and took showers and went in the brook and got filthy and then me and sarah and christie and jenna took showers and baths in craaazy yoka's bathroom and guys wudve paid soo much to see us. ne hoo then we went o ramsey and saw ramsey jess hooo is rly cool and ERRRINNN and trish and me and christie were too lazy to walk so we made her mom take ushaha. werelazy asses. and then we saw shrek 2 and then i slept over jenna's again and we saw 40 days and 40 nights. kinky!!! and now im home and carnival soon but craazy zoe is banning them and im living in a bubble. teeteeeefffennnn

Sun, 23 May 2004 20:48:15 GMT

soo heyy!! trodayy was totally like goood and bad. and OMg right now there is someone at the door and i am home alone and they are knocking hard on the door even thoi hava doorbell and they trieed to open the door! and wow it was majorly creepy. ne way i think they are gone now. but i have a feeling im being watched yuppp scaryyy. wow yeah im scaring myslef. ne hoo today the beginning sucked assss mannnn. i asked my mom if i cud go to shrek wiht jenna AT ME I MEAN SCREAMING!! and i didnt do anything i wasnt talkin back or anything or arguing and she was being a rly rly bg a hole and she was like sarah and jenna can go c shrek 2 but ur gonna stay and be a slave. and then i started crying and they kept yelling at me and ahhhh. so then they let me go (cumkwats). and we saw the movie and it was awesome!! u havb to c it it was our third attempt and we did it!! and soooooo in the movie they were like "we look sexy!" and the kids started hysterically lafing and screming "im sexxy!!!" it was rly funni. and it was goood and then we went to carvel and got ice cream and ohg yeah! mark was there. and we got pizza and sarah was liek opbsessing over her thong. a nd then we went home and here i am writing this.

Sun, 23 May 2004 14:54:31 GMT

i love jenna lee so much because she is so amazing and gorgeous and i love her because there is absolutely no one like her and she is so perfect in everyway and her face is so amazing and her eyes are the most beautiful thing that God has ever created and her boobs are small but i love her anyway and im just kidding.

I LOVE SARAH MISKOWSKI'S CELL PHONE BECAUSE IT IS SO AMAZING AND IT TALKS AND HER BACKGROUND IS AN ORANGETAN AND SHE CAN CHANGE THE COLORS AND ITS LIKE A TEAR DROP AND ITS SOOO AMAZING AND IF YOU TELL HER YOU HATE IT YOU'RE GOING DOWN.

so yesterday: mall with sarah and yoka came really late because shes selfish and then we went to starbucks and got free mints and then we went to a photo booth and got photos and im licking her hair in one and i told her to get in the oval!!! and then we met up with cav mary mark and christie at victorias secret and me and sarah got friendship thongs and theyre AWESOME. then me cav and sarah went to ramsey to see shrek 2 but jenna said on the phone it was sold out so we picked her up in ramsey and went to holy grounds and then me and sarah got mad at jenna and cav and we had the mexican posse go to them in the basement and tell them bad things like DOUCHE IS YOUR FAVORITE SALAD DRESSING and then carrie came and then jenna and sarah slept over my house and sarah was creeping us out and we made beads and she was doing a song that went GET UP AND WALK OUT CAUSE YOUR LIFE IS OVER! OVER OVER OVER OVER! AND THIS IS AMERICA WHERE THE STREETS ARE PAVED WITH CHEEEEEEEESE! and then she was scaring us and tried to kill me and she was scared that the ring was going to come and then we finally went to sleep and then we woke up and im on my computer and were gonna eat our yummy bagels and then SHREK ATTEMPT#3 will be in play. BYE!

Wed, 19 May 2004 23:48:44 GMT

okay so today im soo happy cuz i really wanted to do this something for the talant show and now im doin the scienmtist wiht carrie and dan!! thank you sooooooooo much<3333. and as i was describing to carrie and sarah that song and a few others go right into my bloodstreamm into my heart and i feel like i know wut love is, altho i hav never felt true love, and its soo amazing that it makes me want to cry so i cry and its not sad crying its just crying because its so beautiful. that sounds sooo corny but its tru its how i feel when i hear the scientist, and i sound so emo and i am. but that song defines love. ne hooo i talked to sarah and she thought she was mean to me yesterday and she totally was noty she was just up set and i want to say that she is my biffer forever sand she gets me and i get her and shes just amazing and real andis so much fun and like one of the best ppl i hav eveer met. and yesterday i wasnt allowed to go to brookside and that sucked and i begsan crying (fukin retard) wen i knew that some of my frineds hugged the guy i liekd twice. weeirdo. and soo i was mad cuz i cudnty go and i rote this thing and it was horrible and untrue and to everyone if i am mad i will talk complete bullshit to get u upset so if im eveer mad at yu ignore me and itll blow over. mmkay well i love you all and i love ******!!!! toooooooooooooooodles

Mon, 17 May 2004 23:29:04 GMT

[.SCHOOL.]

21. ARE YOU STILL IN SCHOOL: yarr
22. DID YOU DROP OUT: noo
23. CURRENT/SUPPOSIVE GRADE: 8th
24. FAVORITE SUBJECTS: english and ss
25. WORST SUBJECT: math and science
26. DID YOU BUY/BRING LUNCH: i bring lunch
27. SCHOOL SPORTS: nope cuz i hate the ppl hoo do them
28. SCHOOL ACTIVITIES: chrous play things
29. POPULAR OR WHAT: i have my friends
30. FAVORITE DANCE: socials
31. FAVORITE MEMORY: the ones wioht me jenna and carrie spazzing oot
32. WORST MEMORY: last year
33. MOST HUMILIATING MOMENT: this thing...its hard to explain

[.FAVORITES.]

34. CLOTHING: i vary in my clothing
35. SHOES: vans
36. SAYING: nerrthang!!
37. TV SHOWS: FRIENDS<333
38. SPORT: basketball
39. VEGETABLE: brocolli
40. FRUIT: cherry
41. MOVIES: empire records and thirteen
42. MAGAZINE: ym
43. ACTRESS: Evan Rachel Wood
44. ACTOR: robin williams
45. CANDY: alll
46. GUM: bubbalicious watermelon
47. SCENT: ralph
48. CANDY BAR: LION BAR
49. ICE CREAM FLAVOR: cookies n cream
50. COLOR: i love all the colors except shit brown
51. SEASON: summer
52. HOLIDAY: christmas
53. BAND: blink 182 ORR The strokes
54. THING IN YOUR ROOM: my lamp
55. PLACE TO BE: avec mes copains
56. RADIO STATION: krock
57. JUNK FOOD: DUNKAROOOOS
58. OVERALL FOOD: all food except shit like obagenes
60. TIME OF DAY: wen i eat
61. BOYS NAME: Connor or shane
62. GIRLS NAME: willow or madison
63. BOARDGAME: SORRY! no scattagories
64. COMPUTER GAME: i dont play comp games
65. CAR: audi TT convertaible in pink
66. SWEAR WORD: cunt
67. WORD: bifffer
68. MONTH: june or december
69. CARTOON: Jimmy Neutron
70. SCARY MOVIE: the ring
71. POSSESSION: my doggy. fuck you lizz!! hahajk

Mon, 17 May 2004 22:45:03 GMT

[. THE LAST .]

224. THING YOU ATE: stuffed crust pizza
225. THING YOU DRANK: pineapple juice
226. TIME YOU HAD A SHOWER: last nite
227. PLACE YOU WENT: the cocherel's
228. THING YOU BOUGHT: a fox racing shirt at pacsun
229. THING YOU PIERCED/TATTOOED: cartilige
230. PERSON YOU KISSED: jenna haha
231. PERSON YOU FUCKED: mr nobody
232. PERSON YOU TALKED TO: ramsey jess
233. PARTY YOU WENT TO: mine?
234. SONG YOU HEARD: that fucked up jojo song